I went for choir today. More than 1 hr of music theory lesson and about 30 min of singing. Music theory was fine, just that I prefer to read on my on rather than having an group interative lesson. Highly interactive style of learning is good, but it doesn't work very well for me. Guess probably after having diarhea for 3 days, just too tired to think so much, and I'm still feeling abit of "diarhea".. haiz..

The 30 min singing session was embarrassing for me.. There i was anticipating quite happily to sing those high and beautiful tenor part of mine, but to my Disppoint and Horror I couldn't project my voice well, and my voice broke abit at the high notes. Falsetto also failed me. I was really shocked, didn't expected that. However the song still continued, and I paused awkwardly and stop singing my part. I don't know how to face the choir gers who were observing the guys singing.. Totally embarrassed. My throat was only a little tight and dry mah, I thought I could at least use my falsetto without any big problems. I was wrong. Argh!!! Maybe I was too dehydrated from 3 days of diarhea. Got to drink lots of water man..

Then song was halted, as it couldn't really continue without the tenor and baritone parts. Then the observer started to give comments. Ofcourse all the bad bad bad comments. So sad leh. I know they commented with a good intention, but it still pricked through my heart. The song would have been nicer if only I could carry my part off. It's not that I don't know my part.. I know, been singing in the toilet, and whenever I'm too free. Haiz. Then for "can't help falling in love" it's commented that I sounded too low and was requested to sing it in a finer tone and higher.. but seriously I would really prefer the solo part to be a few notes higher. Last week was praised by ZH for sounding nice for the solo, but i screwed it up today. My voice condition is really creating alot of havoc man.. Anyway, hee I'm ok now la.. haha.. no more hard feelings..heee, just that i usually treat comment seriously..=]

Got to lauch "First aid therapy for my voice" campaign liaoz.. drink more water, more herbal tea, pipagao etc. etc.. hehehe.. Hopefully I can use my voice normally by thurs. hee

After that went for dinner with my choiir folks.. 12 people leh.. haha so many ppl. We went to the LOUSY KFC near the CPF buidling, tampines.. It's really lousy loh.. Everything dun have.. only have their leftover kfc curry crunch and cripsy, which i don't like. I ordered the first 3 items all dun have.. so only have to resort to their promotion meal: the curry crunch chicken. Actually I shouldn't be eating that la, given my vocal condition. but hungry la.. Actually I should have to luobing and gang to take-away from Mac and eat in kfc.. haha.. but lazy to walk la.

Dinner with them was fun.. full of laughters and talking and laughing.. haha =P I realised that whenever I wait for 69 with choir.. it's usually a double-decker bus. So heng sia.. Too bad my mum offered to fetch me the past few weeks.. Actually last time I didn't want to go for dinner, it's because I dun wanna take a single-deck bus, which is like so common for 69. Actually it started when I fell when going down a bus and couldn't stand up.. which was like so long ago.. it made me feel unsafe taking bus, especially single-deck ones.. which the steps are much steeper. Very silly right.. I guess you won't understand what I was thinking and feeling la..

Guess it's time to step out of my phobia and join them for dinner for often, since it was fun.. hee=]

Hee, choir going shopping on sat. hee.. Yeah, finally some shopping for me. Hope i won't get tempted to buy alot of things.. Seriously I've many wants now, just that I'm controlling and blocking off alot of them.. But guess i need to get a new slipper soon.. Saw and strap coming out today. Cannot spend too much, next week going kbox with ex classmates, and I hope to save enough money to straighten my hair b4 term starts.. Vain right.. hehe..

Wah.. blogged so much liao.. got to stop.. *finger pls stop typing, brain pls stop recalling* hahahahahahahahahhaha.. Realised that this entry went through a mood swing.. haha.. crazy me..=P

okok.. I wanna get some sleep liao.. its 4.35 A.M nowz, i'm becoming vampire liao.. always sleeping at around dawnbreak.. hee..

Good nite my dear readers...and enjoy your slumber lang =]