Shit, I very scare, I think I getting nearer to joining the wheel-chair community as each hour pass....My muscles is leaving me in an accelerating rate.... I'm losing my balance.. even walking poses problems for me now.. sad... hai, dun wanna talk about it anymore... BUT I can't stop myself from thinking of it...... I can't do anything about.... Deep inside me I'm desperate... but i've to put on the mask showing ppl I'm alright... Worse, everyone is putting the "handicap" spectables when looking at me... how?!!!? How?!!!!! HOW?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Just ignore me, just gonna let my frustration out here..!!!!!!