Well, follow-up on the previous blog entry:

I start to think that perhaps I'm focusing too much on getting the results, that I've neglected the process.. Well, the thing is that, learning is not just about scoring glorious results.. it's about whether you know put the knowledge and skills acquire into good use. The values of learning is knowing that it has benefit you somehow, someway, that you have crystalized the gis of what is learnt... There's really no point to scorin 100 marks for all papers, when at the end of the day, you forget everything after the semester is over.. Not sure if i'm right?.. I used to prefer to score 100 marks and then forget everything... but definately not now.. haha

Sometimes, I should not be so tight over getting the results... I ought to sit back and look at a bigger picture

Fortunately, I'm not a serious victim of "cram-throw-out-forget" in the learning process. It is re-afirm in my SIP.. I believe that I'm still able to understand transports and marketing.. hehe. In fact, I'm able to apply it to an acceptable extent..

SIP seems stressful, with alot of things.... sometimes it seems insignificant... sometimes it seems overwhelming.. this is the results of work instructions that's too brief and broad.. the expectations are not well-communicated across.. I also fault at not managing their expectation of me sufficiently well.. Sometimes it's not that I dun wanna attempt to manage it.. it's I'm an intern there.. so I should follow instructions.. but it seems to me that instead, they have given me the responsible to plan the project and schedule my work,,, this is the impression i got.. However, sometimes i wonder what is the project in-charge for? Since the person has ownership over the proj and is a brain-child of it.. should't the person be responsible for all the nitty-gritty planning, tasking and work schedule.. hmmmm... strange.. Well i just want to be a nice boi, doing his job well and competently.. anyway, since i;m tasked already..i should be responsible... however, i'm seems to be getting new responsibility everyday.. it's like snow-ball, things keeps on adding on... or it's because i didn't plan well and didn't scope my responsibilites subtantially.. well, that's something i've to analyze..

haha, perhaps i'm stressed over nothing... but the project is really coolz.. just that i'm not provided with enuff resources..

yawnz.. getting tired before 12 nowadays.. good nitez