This week, I'm plagued with alot of unlucky incidents. And It's only tuesday today..

Let me start from yesterday...

I waited 2 HOURS for a CAB...Unbelievable.. I can't believe it myself, but its true.. wonder if ppl believe me, but it 100% true....I woke up at 7.30am, considered late la, so I panicked and rush to the toilet to wash my face and quickly dress up. Managed to get reeady by 7.50 and realized that it was raining... And I thought to myself that surely will not have cab... So i tried calling for a cab.. There were no cabs, I was on the phone for 10-15 min waiting for it to assign a cab for me. I called till the phone hung up by itself.. strange.. So I called again. This time, can't even call in.. So i quickly rush down and there's not a single cab. and ppl are all around me, waiting for cab too...I saw them desperate like me and on the phone.. I tried calling 4 cab companies, still useless.. 65521111,65522222,65523333,64857777..I call these nbr repeatedly.. my hp from full battery to low batt... all either no cab or cannot get through..Finally get a cab from the street after abt 2 hrs.. I was already quite drenched. hai..

But thankfully, the company was having a firedrill.. blesing in disguise.. the firedrill need to walk the stairs from 20th floor to 1st floor. if i'm was there earlier, i would have died from cramps. haha Just nice, i reached parkway when the fire drill just ended.. so that period i was waiting for cab, there's no work...guess it's alright ba..

Today, morning.....

I woke up on time and got prepared by 7.40 and got a cab very quickly, 7.45 i was already in the cab.. reached my workplace at 8.20.. very happy,, i was early.. BUT.. yes BUT... UNFORTUNATELY, just after i alighted from the cab, right after the cab drove off.. I suddenly fell over the curb, onto the plants and muds..I was not sure if was fainted at that instance or i just lost my balance..I must admit that i was slightly "drowsy" when i realized that i was on the mud.. Ofcouse ppl came to help me.. a few TNT staffs (my collegues) also saw me..one of them accompanied me throughout I told them i just need to stand up, but they didn't manage to pull me up.. so they called the security.. and they made a big fuss out of it... They quickly went to get a wheelchair which i waited for so long.. I realise that the person who saw me fell and helped me is from Parkway management, and she's the third biggest in parkway..a property manager i think................

You seem like you won't even get drunk as much. You
drink moderately and most likely on special
occasions. If you feel yourself getting over
the limit, you would try to control yourself.
And if you were a bit tipsy, most likely you
would get some rest. You're a person who can
control your actions and are very responsible.
You are careful in what you do and like to
avoid trouble. That's good for you. More people
need to think like you do =)


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Somehow I'm getting more and more pessimistic recently.. I feel sad, I feel that I'm living in fear... How I hope the time would just stop..that my body will stop changing...as each day passess, I'm getting weaker.. the deterioatioon is so obvious that I can feel it week after week... I'm so scare that I'll be wheel-chaired anytime... I don't know when I won't be able to walk again. this feeling, this thought is driving me crazy,, I dun wanna even think about it, but it can't be help...such fear, such pessimism will just drift into my head unknowingly.. whenever I walk around, i'll sub-consciously think about it... is it a bad omen? that sign that I'm nearing "wheel-chair"hood? I dare not think about it... I'm so scare...

Somehow, this fear waver my stand of going to university.. I was very sure that i wanna go uni.. but right now, I actually giving a second thought, i can't believe it... This is what i am scare of... 4 years is too long.. I"m already feeling that i might get wheel-chaired soon.. what if even i graduated from uni, no one wants to hire me? wouldn't i be wasting my dad's money, and burden him for the rest of his life? Should i just go secure a job after poly, impress the boss, gain enuff experience and secure the job for good?.....

Another way to look at it... since i know i'll be wheel-chaired, shouldn't i make-up my short-coming with good qualification, at least i ;ve the brain to offer to employer? since i will not be mobile like normal ppl, i should further my education as far as possible, and get a deskbound high salaried job... most manager are on their desk most of the time right.. dilenma? I just can;t decide on the best option... but i know deep inside me, i wanna go uni, so going uni will still be my stand...

I apologize for the extreme pessimism, I just have to let out, if not i'll go crazy,....