This semester feels so weird... The worse is the major project, which I'm not very sure of how to conduct and coordinate it.. being the project leader is so stress. But i expected this... Somehow I can't seem to stay focused.. Did the internship make me more stupid and lazy? Hope not... I'm disappointed with myself, at the same time people are having high expectations for me... How can I disregard their trust in me...

So dear Daniel, please wake up and start working like a roller coaster because time is really running out..

I have a resolute conclusion which shall not be changed... I want to go to university.. I want to go to University.. I am not going to let my physical condition to affect my resolution... Coz I know if I don't go, I'll regret.. I already regretted alot of things, I'm not going to have regrets anymore... and perhaps, I should consider going to academic field.. that means alot of study to come.. Bachelor, Master.....................................Dare to dream......

haha... Wish me good luck for the very important major project...From now on, I'll revert back to my very kiasu and aggressive attitude... teamplayer... confident.. and effective... no more slacking.. no more distraction.... no more doubts....