haha.. I've graduated unofficially from TP.. Ended my TP life with an LPCS exam paper on friday.. Quite worried about the exams actually coz I didn't really revise thoroughly.. it's like revised the day before.. maybe about like 6-8 hrs of effective revision,, ermmm,,, wonder what happened to me... fortunately was able to do the papers.. Think should be able to get A.. hope my feeling is same as reality.. lol..

Anyway, the exams are done.. just need to wait for like 2 weeks for the final revelation..hope i can still maintain my GPA.. lol.. Applied for NUS BBA and NTU Accountancy and BBA.. heard the application results will be out somewhere in late march.. hope i can get admited to NUS.. lol..

Sometimes, it is simply pleasure to slack and spend all day watching TV, play game etc..


But then, I'm starting to feel a little guilty.. I'm having exams next thursday and friday. only 2 papers.. but 2 difficult papers.. and i've been slacking from friday till now.. slacked for 5 days already.. Why? Why do i not feel the urge to study??.. Probably, subconsciously, my mind and body is trying to compensate the fatigue I accumulated while rushing the final year project for a few weeks.. to compensate for the many sleepless nights.. Well well well.. Hope I will get started with my revision latest by this thurs.. no matter what, need one week to revise..

Applying for university these few days.. clear NUS application a few days ago.. going to apply for NTU soon.. Kinda stuck at one section where they want me to write a short personal essay.. Why am I stuck? I can come out with pages of academic essay answers spontaneously.. strange.. when it comes to writing personal stuff, I just don't know how to write? what to write about? Perhaps, I'm paying too little attention to myself, while persuing my goals.. Everyday just simply thinking about the goals i want, how to achieve them, am I near these goals. etc...Thinking about all these so much that sometimes, I can "lose" myself.. Perhaps I should spend more time with myself, to think about and reflect on my personal happenings..

After being sad over the screwed-up presentation, I concluded that I should just put it behind and move on.. afterall, let bygone be bygone.. The more constructive things to do is to improve on the presentation with the company.. To remedy all the damage done.. Probably it can give a statement that the preparation time for the sch presentation wasn't enough.. But for the company presentation, there's no excuses.. have until this fri to get ready for the presentation.. although it might be silly to underperform in presentation that's worth 25% and work so hard for a 10% presentation.. well...doing better in the next one will probably save my pride.. So let's hope it's a great success..

Some good news.. haahaa. Just received the grade for distribution centre management project and online test.. Both got A hehe.. At least there's something to lighten my mood.. and the project is my hard work.. I literally did everything.. and it is true, So re-assure that i'm still A standard.. but why the most important fyp became like that.. ops.. i shouldn't whine about it anymore.. at least i learnt some precious lessons..

Time really flies... in just a wink, it's already the last week of the semester.. keke and i've about 2 weeks to revise for 2 papers.. wow..great.. so maybe 1 chapter per day will do.. provided i;m disciplined enough to follow such regime..

Just finished & presented the final year project.. Normally should be feeling happy that such a big load is off. But i ended up feeling sad.. After the question & answers, realized that my project is quite shallow.. so what is alot of different areas are compared. Perhaps focus of proj is wrong.. or other things? This is the most important project & i'm not performing up to my standard.. perhaps i'm better at analysis, rather than planning events.. But if i can start all over again. how will i do it? Think... think ...think...

1) I should be more active in planning the project scope & definition, rather than just be an obedient kid, listening to what the company supervisor wants and always trying to please him.. but the scope ended so big that turned up can't really please the company as there's time contraint in going into details..

2) Should the supervisor highlight that they need a new automated conveyor system, I would have request to change the scope to focus on just the conveyor system.. this would be a really interesting & marks-scoring part.. You, can do alot of things for this..can do simulation, create models. etc..

3) should have just concentrate on relocation, even sourcing for suppliers & costs (the most time consuming part) does not add much value.. haiz, if just focus on the relocation, can do forward/backward passing, promodel simulation for the shift..

Anyway what is done is done, no turning back...but hope can get at least B la.. though i'm quite pessimistic about the B even... but guess should be anything above D ba..maybe le, i saw other group's work like so detailed.. haiz.. what's the point of thinking about it... I learnt my lesson.. never be lazy & try to take a short cut out.it will come back to you somehow.. guess i get a C, still can get into uni ba.. with all my As & Zs to counter off..Argh.. so scare.. i keep my finger-crossed.. since i did the proj so badly.. perhaps wining an academic medal will be very hard le ba..haizzz

Just finished & presented the final year project.. Normally should be feeling happy that such a big load is off. But i ended up feeling sad.. After the question & answers, realized that my project is quite shallow.. so what is alot of different areas are compared. Perhaps focus of proj is wrong.. or other things? This is the most important project & i'm not performing up to my standard.. perhaps i'm better at analysis, rather than planning events.. But if i can start all over again. how will i do it? Think... think ...think...

1) I should be more active in planning the project scope & definition, rather than just be an obedient kid, listening to what the company supervisor wants and always trying to please him.. but the scope ended so big that turned up can't really please the company as there's time contraint in going into details..

2) Should the supervisor highlight that they need a new automated conveyor system, I would have request to change the scope to focus on just the conveyor system.. this would be a really interesting & marks-scoring part.. You, can do alot of things for this..can do simulation, create models. etc..

3) should have just concentrate on relocation, even sourcing for suppliers & costs (the most time consuming part) does not add much value.. haiz, if just focus on the relocation, can do forward/backward passing, promodel simulation for the shift..

Anyway what is done is done, no turning back...but hope can get at least B la.. though i'm quite pessimistic about the B even... but guess should be anything above D ba..maybe le, i saw other group's work like so detailed.. haiz.. what's the point of thinking about it... I learnt my lesson.. never be lazy & try to take a short cut out.it will come back to you somehow.. guess i get a C, still can get into uni ba.. with all my As & Zs to counter off..Argh.. so scare.. i keep my finger-crossed.. since i did the proj so badly.. perhaps wining an academic medal will be very hard le ba..haizzz