Sometimes, it is simply pleasure to slack and spend all day watching TV, play game etc..


But then, I'm starting to feel a little guilty.. I'm having exams next thursday and friday. only 2 papers.. but 2 difficult papers.. and i've been slacking from friday till now.. slacked for 5 days already.. Why? Why do i not feel the urge to study??.. Probably, subconsciously, my mind and body is trying to compensate the fatigue I accumulated while rushing the final year project for a few weeks.. to compensate for the many sleepless nights.. Well well well.. Hope I will get started with my revision latest by this thurs.. no matter what, need one week to revise..

Applying for university these few days.. clear NUS application a few days ago.. going to apply for NTU soon.. Kinda stuck at one section where they want me to write a short personal essay.. Why am I stuck? I can come out with pages of academic essay answers spontaneously.. strange.. when it comes to writing personal stuff, I just don't know how to write? what to write about? Perhaps, I'm paying too little attention to myself, while persuing my goals.. Everyday just simply thinking about the goals i want, how to achieve them, am I near these goals. etc...Thinking about all these so much that sometimes, I can "lose" myself.. Perhaps I should spend more time with myself, to think about and reflect on my personal happenings..