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Barrier of loneliness
Saturday, July 19, 2008

Sense of loneliness lingers in me from time to time.. Sometimes I feel like no one in this world truly understands me. Is it because no one actually knows all aspects of me but myself? At the same time, sometimes I don't even understand myself.

My inner thoughts seem to be entrapped in a vacuum, an apparent impenetrable barrier that separates the real "me" from others. Many times, I tried to break through the barrier when I see glimpses of light at its peripheral but I seems to be unable to break through the barrier totally.

How I wish someone will appear one day and try to penetrate from outside the barrier on one of the spots which I tried breaking through half-way, and discover the real me in this cold vacuum...

I went off @ 2:23 AM